UGH!

Seriously Pissed off!

Today after picking up kenzie from school I had some errands to run. As I was heading home I went under the over past and was preparing to turn left to get on the highway. Well I seen 3 teenagers walking along the side (not somewhere anyone should be walking) well I figured they would stop as my light was green and I was driving (I was doing about 20 mph) and just as I start to turn and am the middle of the turn and intersection they stepped out in front of me, they didn't even look. I slammed on my brakes and horn, the car behind me slammed on there brakes and I heard the screeching of there tires. The fucking teenagers look at me like I am a complete idiot and flip me the bird. UGH! WTF is wrong with teenagers?? They could of been hit, I could of been hit by the car behind me (I am sure they weren't expecting me to put on my breaks like I did) I I was hit those teens would of been hearing an ear full from me. I am sorry but he are going to be reckless with your life fine but you cause injury weather intentional or not you will pay.

Some teenagers are so flippen reckless and stupid and have no regard for anyone around them. Sorry I had to vent

Getting Healthy

Is my goal. I have so many medical problems that I have let go and havent done follow ups on. I have been so focused on the girls and have totally let myself go. I am not proud of that. Both girls have had there share of drs visits and being sick. Kenzie with her lose joints, Kylie with reflux and now allergies. I swear it feels like they are always sick and we live at the doctors. So far this month alone between the girls and I we have gone to the drs atleast 10 times in this month alone. But both seem to be okay at the moment...knock on wood

Well I go next month to the gyno to talk about getting on Birth Control. I want to get Implanon so we shall see. But I really want to talk to her about PCOS (polycystic ovary syndrome) I was diagnosed with this at 13. I was treated from then till I was 19. At which time I stoped taking the medicine when I found out I was pregnant. I have yet to talk to any dr about this condition. Well in light of everything I did some research. OMG I can not believe everything I have been going threw the past 4 years has been linked to this. The weight is a big one. I had no idea. Also thinking of it as soon as I stoped the meds I gained weight. Over the past 4 I had gained 75lbs! I didnt really change my diet either. I have since lost 40lbs but I pretty much stick to a diet to do it. I cant wait to talk to a dr about getting back on meds again.

Another problem I have is Scoliosis. When I was getting the epidural with Kylie I was told I had a curve (Scoliosis) in my spine. Which lead to complications with the epidural. But I have yet to see a dr about this. It effects me daily but I have lived with the pain. Well Monday Morning I will be calling to make a appt. to my PCM to see about getting a referal to a specialist to see what can be done about this. I am also wanting to talk about getting a breast reduction. As I know I have alot of strain put on my shoulders/back/neck from the weight oh my chest. (my girls are doomed in this area)

I am scared about what doctors will say and I hate being looked at and examined....scarey

Here comes #8

8 teeth for Kylie that is. She has had 7 teeth for ever now, I can see a bottom one next to her front teeth popping through. I can also see her 1yr molars under her gums. Finally! Its so different and hard feeding her compared to Kenzie. At 1 kenzie had ALL her teeth including her molars. She had her 2 yr molars aroung 18-20 months. Kylie still doesnt eat meat, I give it to her and she will put it in her mouth and take it back out...lol So maybe her having molars will help..maybe. She is a picky one.

Black Friday

Black Friday is this coming friday...I just saw walmarts ad and It is the best ad out there so far. They have 2 Big Items I want to get the girls even though they arent christmas presents but they are Birthday Presents (yeah I plan ahead...lol) We have decided to get kenzie a tramopline this coming year for her birthday. Walmarts black friday ad has a 12ft trampoline with safety net for $140 thats an awesome deal and they have the power wheels jeep we want to get Kylie for her 2nd birthday on sale for $88 normally $199.97...I am not going to be out there at the at midnight waiting.lol I will probably go in the morning when we are up and lets pray they still have them.

Veterans Day

Happy Veterans Day to the Soldiers in the past and present.

I think last Veterans Day it really sunk in that my Husband who was 22 yo at the time was considered a Veteran. Umm Weird because until them I always had seen/pictured Veterans as Old people like my grandpa. LOL





Happy Veterans Day Drew! We Love and Miss You! Stay Safe

Sick & Privacy

UGH! Okay so on Halloween while out trick or treating Kenzie right eye started to get swallon and green goop was coming out. Saturday Morning it was 1/2 swallon shut and she said it hurt. I took her into the walk in Clinic. Doctor said it was a bacterial infection and put her on antibiotic eye drops said to bring her back if she got worse. Well that night she started running a fever. Sunday we went back to the walk in clinic and she had a sever sinus infection and her fever was 103. So they gave her an antibiotic shot (didnt go over to well with her) and oral antibiotic meds. She was much better was wed. and went back to school.

Monday I started getting sick with a sinus infection and now that is gone. But my throat is so sore and I am geting a cough...UGH! Not what I need right now

Wed. Kylie started coughing again and runny nose, today it got worse called to get her in yeah right no appts. Tonight before bed she had a fever of 1o1. So hopefully I can get her in tomarrow. If Not and she is worse then ER here we come. If she is doing a bit better or the same we will go to the walk in clinic on Sat. FUN!

So thats why I have been MIA

Tonight I sewed Drew a privacy curtain for his bed. Yeah the guys get sick of each other...LOL Its a curtain he can hang all around his bunk so no one can see in and blocks out the light durning the day if he needs to sleepit only took 2 1/2 hours. LOL

He is doing much better since he moved. He is with His guys and isnt pulling guard 3-4 times a day I think he is only pulling it twice a week now. So its much better for him he is able to get the rest he needs/deserves.

Well thats all for now I need to hit the sack...its late (okay its only 9pm) but I am beat

Looking into the Future

Drew and I talked today about important things. We both agreed we are going to hold off TTC for awhile. I am sad but know its for the best Financially. We Love spoiling the girls and going out and doing things and right now adding another baby into the mix would strain us financially. We have a Credit Card and want to pay that off before we think about adding another little one to our family. So Next week I go for that dreaded Yearly appt. and am Hoping to get on Implanon which lasts for 3 years.